Why am I always in situations i regret with men
Even though I sold off all of my high heel shoes that I used to wear when I worked for London escorts, I don’t seem to be able to get out of what I call my London escorts mode. As luck would have it, I am forever bumping into many of the men that I used to date when I still worked for one of London’s top escort agencies in https://www.londonxcity.com. Do they recognise me? Although I may be in my Boots works outfit and wear my hair differently, they do seem to recognise me. One thing leads to another, and before I know it I am out on a date with them.
It is really to get drawn back into a London escorts lifestyle. I try to avoid extreme dates, but I do end up doing a lot business dating. It basically only takes for one gent to say to me that he misses my London escorts style of dating, and I am on a date with him. Do I still charge? Yes, I do still charge for my services and I guess that you can say that I am a part-time escort in London. Would I ever go back to working the same hours I used to do when I worked for London escorts? No, I would not dream of doing so.
I love what I do now, but I miss the glamor. When a gent I used to date at London escorts tempts me with a decent night’s pay cheque, I always go. Not only that, I miss all of the little presents that I used to get when I worked for London escorts. I still get presents and little gifts which I simply love. My new friends who do not have a clue that I used to work for a London escorts, probably wonder what I am up to.
Do I have a boyfriend? I would love to have a boyfriend but I really don’t have the time. It is fun to go out with a regular guy, but it is not the same as dating the men I met while I worked for London escorts. I guess I am always going to have this struggle with myself to replace the lifestyle that I used to enjoy when I was into escorting. Maybe I am just meant to be one of those girls who never really manages to part company with London escorts?
Does any of this worry me? I used to think that it would worry me but it doesn’t. Instead of worrying about it, I look at it in a different sort of way. It makes my life more exciting and gives me something to talk about. The other girls I work within the Boots store does not know about my London escorts past. They think that I used to work in another store and then spent some time working on a cruise ship. I did work on a cruise ship, but life was not that much different. I ended up keeping the single gents on the cruise company.