Should I stay single for the rest of my life?

I left Reading escorts to get married to one of the senior gents I used to date at the escort agency.  As I was in my early 30’s I felt that it was about time that I left anyway, and when Les said that he wanted to a companion, I just jumped at the chance. I was not sure if I was in love with him, but I certainly had a lot respect for him. He was a nice guy, and I really enjoyed spending time with him.


The fact that Les wanted to go traveling appealed to me as well. I had always wanted to go travelling but never had the time when I worked for Reading escorts of Sure, I had been on the odd sunshine holiday, but Les talked about travelling the world. Sure enough, he did not let me down. As soon as I left the escort agency in Reading, he booked a world cruise for us, and we were on our way. It felt strange to leave, but when I stepped on board that cruise ship, I knew that I was going to enjoy my time with Les.


We spent three months on that world cruise and had an amazing time. Once back home in Reading, I did stop buy to say hello to the girls at Reading escorts, but I did not miss the escort agency at all. It felt good being with Les, and when he asked me to marry him, I said yes without hesitating at all. It was great and to be honest, I was really in love with Les at the time, and that soon developed into a deeper love. We celebrated our honey moon in Australia, and then we cruised around New Zealand.


When we came back home, Les became ill. It turned out that he had a severe heart problem, and a couple of months later he died. I was distraught and did not have a clue what to do. My left felt empty without him, and I even thought about going back to Reading escorts. However, I did not. The first thing I did was to sprinkle his ashes outside our lovely home in Greenwich, and I now say good morning to him every morning as I look out at the Thames.


But, what should I do with the rest of my life. Les is truly the only man that I have ever loved, and my friends at Reading escorts do know that I miss him. I really don’t form relationships with men very easily, and I guess that Les was the exception to the rule as they say. My heart aches for his companionship, but I really don’t want to have a new man in my life. I am trying to think of ideas that I could do as a singleton living in Reading, but it is hard. Maybe I just need some time and space. Perhaps I should just jump on a cruise ship and sail away for a little while. Who knows who I may meet?

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